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i have been off for christmas for a week now.
it's so weird.
i have never ever been bored at the christmas holidays to this extent, i'm actually glad to a point that i don't have a summer holiday
realistically i wouldn't be able to afford to go away
and that's the whole point that i would want so much time off
(and to do some work experience i suppose as well)
but my point is, i kinda... can't wait to go back. in january.
that is genuinely a first in my whole life. i'm just enjoying every minute of that course so much.

at the start of this month i went to a screening of the film that i worked on
(as production designer)
it was extremely satisfying to see my name go past on a screen
even if it was the london film school grad screening cinema
it still means so much to me
i was so proud