the last night yesterday
i finished at 2am
it was a hard day yesterday
i had to construct fighting cages
but i've had so much fun
and i have learned so much
and developed so much confidence
a conversation yesterday went like this:
"so i want to act"
"i know how you feel, i'm art director now but i want to direct"
"you're art director? your attitude is great, i can see that you're a doer, you definitely have director potential. when i first saw you i thought you were one of the models i didn't realise you were art director"
(strong game huh)
i was flattered
and concentrating on being told
"director potential"
because i always know what i want
and this weekend i have become better
at making steps to getting it
but i'm so excited
i'm always excited lately
excited for the future
excited to be around to be alive
yesterday i was at some traffic lights
it must have been 10pm
and this area was close to a big dual carriageway
over a bridge
and the rain was heavy
and i had this nice warm coat with a big hood
and i was looking at these cars
waiting at the lights in the rain
and the lights were reflecting in the wet ground
and the cars were moving but you could just
see the lights
and it was beautiful
