british programming at its true best
in august, we got a new puppy
we have always had dogs,
they are my stepdad's.
at one point we had three, two labradors and a spaniel
then in may, the spaniel died
he was 13~14 years old
he died on the day i went to see the great gatsby
so i dont know how i feel about that
anyway we have a puppy now.
i miss our old dog
but i certainly don't want to let the new puppy to feel that
his name is george
but i don't like giving animals names so i talk to him
(instead of about him)
and i just say "you"
but the good news is, he matches my autumn wardrobe
i'm kidding. he's a good friend
also i suppose "in other news" i found this really lovely dress
it reaches all the way to the ground
it was 8.99
because i bought it secondhand
and it smells of someone else
it's weird
but that's really what i like a lot about buying things secondhand
we have a cat also. again i don't really give her a name and everyone calls
her different names
i just say "cat"
because i guess that's my name as well
anyway she sleeps a lot but it's quite endearing
and i did my nails
a lot
i'm always doing my nails
also i have found sources of crazy inspiration in southeast asian cinema
i've always been a fan
but recently i have grown to realise how disillusioned i have felt
with hollywood
and my views on it have changed
whilst i believe that it is a force of nature
i also think that there is a lot of beauty that is lost
in the cameras of hollywood
and a lot of beauty
that gets worn away in the harsh flashes of the camera paparazzi
in the way that you aren't allowed to take photos in an art gallery
because the bright lights
will wear away at the paint of works that are ~500 years old
and are delicate
whilst writing this blog
i have found out no longer am i an "art department assistant" on this project
but now i am "art department"
as the lady that i was working for
she has had to retract from the project
and now everything i think it falls to me
so goodbye
