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so today was the first day of filming
it was not a difficult day today
because we were on-location
so it was a realistic set of course
and i just had to dress the set
and make sure that the things we were using
looked good
and were organised and in the right place
and arranged artistically in the frame
it took me just over an hour to set up everything in the second place
and the first place was very easy
very sparse shot for that one

the crew are really nice
there are so many of us
so there is a buzzing environment

it was just me
perhaps tomorrow i will have further assistance
but it prevents confusion if you are alone

i enjoy the environment
but i'm still really finding my feet in the world
let alone in an industry
and i guess i'm still not much clearer
on what i want to specifically do

at the end of the day i want to make films
i have not yet figured out
if i have still in my mind
too romantic an image of the process
i don't think i do
i will make films
i just have to work out how and why and to what purpose
and also where
for i aim to move out of the UK
and clear my head of the clutter that it provides me
hopefully